a change for good

I very rarely feel like blogging about anything personal-ish going on, cause to me a blog was just about pictures and little kid updates and things.  But sometimes I guess it's a good idea to keep people informed about us and changes going on, and sometimes (like now) a chance to get to explain how I feel about certain things a little in depth.

A week and a half ago Tyler got a call to meet with the Stake President.  Long story short, today he was sustained in our ward as the 2nd Counselor in the Bishopbric.  So I've felt the need to write on here how I really feel about all of these things, and clear up what I feel like other people are assuming I feel since this is definitely a more consuming calling, especially since we have 3 young kids and all.  :)

My dad was Bishop for almost 6 years-ish when I was into high school, and Tyler's dad just got released today (ironically) from being the 1st counselor...so we know a little about what this all entails.  :) Over the past week and a half we've had plenty of time to talk between the two of us about the changes that this would bring, the way we both felt, and mostly, the humbling experience it is for Tyler to have this opportunity to serve.  Tyler mentioned countless times how he felt so humbled because there are SO many amazing people in our ward who could easily fill this role, but of all the people he was chosen.  Not because he's perfect, not because he's super experienced, but because at this time in our lives, in this ward, the Lord saw it fit that he be given the chance to serve and get to know the people, and learn and grow closer to the Savior.  Already, I've been amazed at how this call has affected me personally.

So onto how I feel about things.  :)  I was surprised when some people mentioned things along the line of, "make sure they know how busy you are" and things like that when this call came.  As if perhaps he would turn it down because he was too busy??  I am blessed with AMAZING parents, who raised me to have complete faith in the fact that callings are most definitely inspired by the Lord, and issued through his servants.  We don't randomly get chosen for callings by someone on a whim.  In my mind, you don't say no to callings.  As busy as Tyler's life was with work and with our family, and his previous calling, I have no issues with the fact that this calling will be more busy, and more time away from home, and the unpleasant fact that in church he will now have to sit on the stand while I sit with 3 young squirmy children.  (that's my least favorite part.)  I have "no beef" as one might say, about sharing my husband with a church calling.  :)  We will make it work, we will deal with whatever comes our way, and we will look at all of this as a blessing and an opportunity to serve.  More than anything, this calling has brought me joy, which I'm not gonna lie, really surprised me.  I feel so grateful to be married to someone who is worthy of such a calling and it has reminded me of what a great blessing that is.  I am excited for him to learn and grow, and the blessings that we as a family will enjoy as a result of his service and I am thrilled that he can be such a great example to our children.  Talking to my dad, he mentioned the phrase, "where much is given, much is required" but made a point that it in cases like this, the reverse is absolutely true.  "where much is required, much is given."  I love that.  I know the kids and I will be taken care of while Tyler is busy.

So many people already have commented to me about the calling, and have almost made it sound like they feel a little sorry for me in regards to the changes this calling will bring.  Yes, it will be hard having more nights of putting the kids to bed by myself, and the longer Sundays and things like that, but I'm really not all that worried about it.  Aldi has done a good job stealing him away all the time, so I'm actually pretty used to it!  :)  And he's had to go to the morning meetings for over a year now, so at least I've already mastered getting the kids ready and getting to church on time by myself!  (and I will gloat for a minute...that we've been at least 5 mins early to church all year, and church starts at 9.  Go Katie!  Lol.)

I'm also very excited about the new bishop...Bishop Settle.  I LOVE him and his family.  He and his wife Tara are fantastic.  They are great examples of the kind of family we want to be.  I've been serving with Tara on the Relief Society board since we moved in, and she is easily one of my favorite people in the ward.  I'm thrilled that Tyler gets to work closely with him, and hope that we get to know their family even better.

So that's all I guess.  I hope this doesn't sound braggy, or like I'm trying to elevate us because more than anything we feel completely humbled and suddenly VERY aware of the MANY changes and improvements we need to make in our lives.  I am excited to support Tyler, and grateful that we are able to serve the Lord and the members of the Acworth Ward.  :)

yes...another FB album link

I'm too lazy to attempt to put pictures on here.  I can upload a huge album on FB in just a few minutes.  So if you want to look at pictures of my cuuuuute kids, click HERE.


the end.  I'm contemplating making a new blog, and making it private...so stay tuned for that if I do.

more links

Okay, so I just made 2 fairly  large albums on facebook of pictures.  A Christmas one (stuff that went on while we stayed at Tyler's parents for 5 days) and then an overall December one.  So here are the links for you non-facebook people.  :)


http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.834676027324.2250513.193302356&type=1&l=f9e924376d


http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.834681386584.2250514.193302356&type=1&l=d132ec3071

Pictures

Just in case anyone who reads my blog isn't on facebook, here is a link to the album I have of baby Camrynn.  (copy and paste it.)  It's a billion times easier for me to put pictures on facebook, so sorry if I hardly ever put pictures on here.  :)


http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.809568313384.2245808.193302356&type=1&l=66eea35e91

nursing help

So...I'm just gonna get straight to the point and ask for help from anyone out there who successfully nurses their kids.  Any tips you have...advice...pain management solutions...the works.  I read everywhere over and over that nursing shouldn't hurt that bad, but for all 3 kids I've been pushed to the point of almost cursing out loud and then sadly I get pretty grumpy.

I really want to get thru this.  Maybe there is a good way to dull the pain???  Or maybe I should get a good stick to bite onto. 

Thats all.  Please help me. :)

Camrynn Marie has arrived!

What a wonderful day it has been!  A few times here and there I was worried she might not be coming today, but it all worked out AMAZINGLY well.  I couldn't have asked for a better labor and delivery, and baby and I are doing fantastic.  So here's the gist of how things went to get our little angel here!

(yesterday) 3:00 - membranes stripped
7:00-midnight - contractions 7-9 minutes, but everytime I got up and moved around, they'd stop!
1:00 - we went to bed
3:30-4:30 - contractions 2-4 minutes
6:00 - checked into the hospital
6:30 - only .5 cm more than the day before, and contractions had completely stopped
6:38-7:35 - we walked the hallways hoping they'd pick up again, but much to my dismay NOTHING happened.  I was convincced we were going to be sent home, and had to fight to hold back the tears.
8:00 - they chcked me again, and I had gone from 3 cm to 5cm!  We were staying!
8:30 - checked into our L&D room.
9:30 - got the epidural
10:00 - got pitocin started because my contractions were fairly spuradic and not getting consistent or closer than 7-9 minutes apart.
11:00 - the nurse checked me to discover that Camrynn was "right there" and we were okay to push! 
11:20 - the doctor got there, and they set everything up to push.
11:24 - (after 3 LAME pushes) Camrynn Marie was born!


Camrynn Marie Buttle
6 Lbs 7.3 Oz (bigger than Kendalynn, but smaller than Logan!)

18 inches long (shortie!)

So far she seems as sweet as can be, and is an amazingly good little eater!  (When I can wake her up that is!)  Tyler brought the kids by with grandma and grandpa, and Kendalynn was constantly wanted to hold her and to see her toes and tummy.  Logan was happy, but was more excited about playing with things in the room.  :)

 comparing the size of my hand to her body!

 Her hair was so fluffy and long when they brought her back from her bath.  Sooo cute!

a venting post

This post will have absolutely nothing to do with my kids or anything anyone would probably care to know about me, but is more for my emotional well being than anything else. A few things have been bothering me lately, and today just seems to be the day where I melt down. (no this has nothing to do with Tyler or my children misbehaving, because they're wonderful.)

Sometimes I just miss former phases of my life. I REALLY miss when we were out in Rexburg for the last few semesters of school. We were there with my sister Carrie and her husband Duben, and we would do things together quite frequently. It was wonderful being with her out there. And Tyler was in sports heaven being on tons of teams for various sports, and I LOVE watching him run around being a sports superstar.

I also really miss Raleigh. Yet again, I was with a sister (Jamie) who is pretty much the only person I ever did things with. Our cute little girls adored each other even though Kendalynn was only around a year old and Emmy was 4ish.

I liked the drama free aspects of being friends with my sisters. I like knowing I'm with people who aren't going to talk about me in a rude way when I'm not around. When I hear things going around with my name attached, it haunts me. I'm really not a mean person. (I promise!) I don't like talking negative about other people, and I really don't like hearing other people talk negatively about people. (I am a firm believer that if anything is ever bothering me, Tyler is the only person I should ever share details with. I know he's not going to go blab to someone else, and then usually once I say it out loud I get over it.) So when people think that I am mean or that I did something mean, I seriously feel sick about it and it bothers me for days or weeks even. It just eats at me. So I have decided to become a social hermit...Tyler is the only friend I need. :)

Okay...Logan is asking to go down for a nap (what an awesome kid!) and Kendalynn is getting frustrated because I promised her a movie today. :p So if you made it this far into my post, thanks for caring about my silly self enough to read this. :)

trial run

(excuse her little blurry bum...they just got out of the bathtub.)

So I'm gonna try out the whole sharing room thing. As you can see I only moved her mattress in case it doesn't work out and I move her back. So far they've been in there about 20 minutes.......and they're still awake. Normally when I lay each of them down, once I leave the room they are SILENT. And that's the end of it.

For the first little while Kendalynn kept asking Logan to say "toot" over and over again and each time they'd crack up laughing. Then I heard her later saying to him, "don't ever wake me up ever ever ever again." He keeps saying "nite nite?" to her, and then she says yes, and then asks him right back, "are you going nite nite?" to which he says yes as well. If only they'd actually go nite nite...

As of this moment I'm not so sure about this!

some thoughts

I need some opinions. :) When Camrynn arrives, all my kids could still have their own room. I know I want baby C in her own room (for at least a year or so) since who knows how her sleeping habits will be and all of that. But lately I've gotten to thinking...and I'm wondering if I should put K & L in the same room, keep a guest room, and then put baby C in her own room.

SO. There are just too many pro's and con's that I can't make up my own mind.

If you even care about all this...here are some thoughts. :)

1. If no one shares...there is a queen bed in C's room. With it in there, it really squishes the room. Where do I put it? Do I keep it? Do I trade it for K's twin and put the twin in the nursery? (I like the idea of having one of them in there for the late nights.) If we keep a guest room and combine K&L I could keep it out of the way and put a little couch in the nursery instead. I could fit the changing table in the nursery!

2. Logan's room is painted boy colors. Sad to put that to waste as a guest room, so do I put K&L in there? Her bedding actually coordinates with his wall colors. :)

3. K&L's furniture are really different. One is cream/ivory, one is flat white. They'd look kinda ugly together!

4. K&L both sleep through the night without interruption so I don't have to worry about either of them affecting the others sleep. (only bad thing..if one would wake the other one up earlier in the morning. Sometimes L wakes up an hour earlier than K so that would kinda stink.)

5. K&L have done AMAZING sleeping in the same room together when we've gone on vacations and things. In fact, I think K helped L calm down the nights he would cry.

6. I'm a HUGE believer in kids sharing rooms because of the lessons they learn. Sharing space, getting along, cleaning together, late night silly chats that are fun. Carrie used to practice all her different "laughing styles" late at night when I was trying to sleep. :)

7. the fact that I'd have to move all their furniture around.

Not a crazy serious situation...but if anyone else out there has any thoughts, experience, whatever, please let me know!

buggy prayers

So for the past few weeks I've been making sure that we have Kendalynn say her own prayers at night when we put her in her bed. I always remind her first that we start our prayers by saying the things that we're thankful for, and she ALWAYS wanders off to talk about the weirdest things. Tonight...this is about how it went.

she skips saying the actual "thank you for" or "bless us so" and all those things.

Kendalynn: Heavenly Father, and that we don't have any mean caterpillars in our house. That we only have nice caterpillars in our house, and that there be no more mean giant caterpillars.

Me: Okay...remember to say what you're thankful for.

Kendalynn: That we don't take the bandaids off our feet so they get better cause our shoes hurt us.

Me: Okay. Thank you for our family.

Kendalynn: " " our family.

Me: Thank you for Jesus.

Kendalynn: " " for Jesus and the farm. And the cows. (???)

After that point she said a few more bizarre things I don't remember, and then I had to help her finish off the prayer with more "normal" things to talk about in prayers.

It cracks me up. The whole caterpillar thing was probably inspired from seeing a dead one outside the church tonight. (which she then waved goodbye to and said "see you later dead caterpillar!") But the farm??? No idea. But she sure is cute.